Care to dive in my consciousness? Its not an easy journey. It might take you some time though.Im only 19, yet I believe that I understand more than what people give me credit for. They do give me credit for being pretty smart, but as far as understanding life, they believe I'm na�ve. I am young and have much to learn, but I'm not blind to everything around me. I think about life a lot and question a lot of things. I try to find my own answers to my question because I believe that the kind of questions I ask have many answers. I guess you can say that Im different- well, eccentric is more like it. On the surface you might say Im just an average girl, but I dont think anyone truly knows me. Perhaps no one really ever bothered to pay attention enough to really know me. Im not a loner or anything. Im very sociable. I love parties and Im not afraid to just go out there and have fun, but I think that even my closest friends, dont really know or understand me. I guess I just havent found that one special someone who I can truly open my heart and mind and share all of its secrets and desires. I can be a little shy sometimes; although, Im usually not. Im quite blunt actually. I dont think twice about what I say. I just say it. My friends say that its a good quality in a friend - that I just say what I feel like. They can trust me to say what I honestly think. I guess its sort of a freedom most people dont allow themselves, but in contrast I believe that its a double edge sword. I cant count how many times Ive gotten in trouble for not holding my tongue. Ive always been told to think before I speak, but then again, I dont always do what I am told. Now, it's your turn. Tell me about yourself. I love meeting new, interesting people =)