I have to be stimulated or inspired, whither it be conversation or just learning. I need to debate and do my own research, find the truth or make it for myself. I find myself pray in which I must decide to fight for something, or close that pathway all together. To keep anything going it must be worth the effort and worth my time. I dont have alot of free time, so when I feel its being wasted, you'll see another side of me that's unexpected, i vanish. I bore easily and look for something new to replace my boredom,hence school forever. I find myself bored with the norm of everyday life of my peers; my life is forever changing yet theirs is much the same. As I move further into my career. Im left staring late at night into a black computer screen or not sleeping, a way over worked an over curiousbrain...lol i becoming challanged with my studies and loads of homework. I love to be out, trying anything new...but end up falling back to the familiar. I?ve found the only solidity in my life has been my education and my family. I am never put out; I don?t seek revenge and don?t dabble in disaster. I have my head on to focus for my dreams. I have surpassed myself to hopefully live a fuller life than one would ever expect. I have kept myself fully under wraps away from anything that may hinder my goals and dreams. I must say friendship...just isn?t the same anymore, as I grow and age, people change and their innocence is lost, the actual feelings for one another is replaced with selfishness. I?ve tried to find my place in life and who I am in the scheme of what I?ve done, where I?ve been, what I have seen, heard and learned. I set an extreme goal and it is accomplished no matter the task or at any cost. Anything I set my mind on is achieved, I never give anything up, even if my goal literally kills me and I feel alone and exhausted by it?s end, ?what doesn?t kill me makes me stronger?. Some say my life seems so boring, but the life I lead is the path I have chosen, and in the end who?s to say what boredom is anyway, my understanding will be far more surpassed than that of yours, and my time although used now in study?s will be free to reach for the unthinkable. Education: I am currently going to school for Geo-Archaeology my focus area is ?Native American studies? which i am curating a museum display and doin anaylasis on 2 thousand artafacts auguest 28th Brauer Museum of Art. I am setting up a virtual database and am woring on archaeology. Sculpture, focus area, ? Human size Idealized human form in the round? I am currently attending Valparaiso University and Indiana University. I am right now searching for Masters and Doctorate schools, in the Ivy League, hopefully Yale for art and Harvard for Archaeology. oh and about this whole how much i make and how much im worth...petty and pathetic!!! kiss kiss